My maximum capacity of thinking ahead is one year, never will it be years
Thinking too far into the future reminds me of how fragile humans are. You think ahead believing that certain people will still be with you but that is not the truth because things are always changing.
That is why I believe in living in the moment, I take everything in. I'll leave the past in the past and the future in the future. I live in the present. Right now.
That might be a cliche to some but I'm a hopeless romantic so I don't care.
I just hope to leave my mark in the world. I want to be known by many. Last at least a little bit longer after my death. The longer I am remembered the longer I truly live.
I don't want to fade away into an unimportant entity. I'd rather be a boulder in the forest than a speckle of dust. I want to believe that I hold a worth to the world. That people can gain from me. Otherwise I'm worthless. Empty. Nothing.
So that's why I advise to not think ahead too much. That leads to over thinking, and that can crush you if you let it.
Let it all go and just be.
I’m changing my URL soon so you all know (week’s notice) not sure if you care just thought I’d inform all of you loyal followers :)